954 vs 964 pt 2

 Time for part 2

Because

Yesterday I just didn't

964

If you are 469, you are intuitive, inquisitive and accepting. You want to be original, certain and peaceful. You are a very sensitive and can experience intense feelings of self-doubt and uncertainty. As a result you need multiple sources of confirmation. You want to be individualistic but can fear being separate from others.

Inquisitive... Yeah, maybe a bit too much sometimes oof. And yeah I like being certain with what I know (but the thing is. I'm never certain lmao. I always feel like there's an empty space I need to fill up). I think I've touched on my sensitivity on the previous page and yeah I'm pretty much always filled with self-doubt lol. And yeah I need to confirm if what I know is right with others, then only I feel more comfortable in my decisions.

You can be so focused on your feelings, insecurities and doubts that you can feel paralyzed by the fear of making the wrong decision and of being misled or duped.

 Well, ouch.

But yeah I tend to dwell in my feelings a lot and try to understand them. And I hardly make decisions. Because. I'm indecisive. And. I can see all sides of the story, so like I hardly make decisions. I do feel paralyzed when I have to make a decision on the spot. But like, mostly I go along with anything.

The 469 is the most doubting tritype regardless which type is in charge. It is also the tritype that most struggles with a constant sense of self. They can also be somewhat passive.

Well yeah, a constant sense of self. I wish I had that.

Maybe I overthink a lot but like I always feel like I'm every trait but none of the traits at the same time. Like. One moment I'm like this. Another moment I'm like this. It's to the point that I don't really know much about my personality traits anymore. It's one reason why I rely on typology probably?

the 649 (or 469 964) want peace harmony and gentleness. They are sensitive and doesn't know what to trust and in particular doesn't know what to trust in themselves. She stated that the 6 is more often than not phobic and needs multiple sources of confirmation and information. They don't feel they can rebound from emotional pain so they tend to avoid it through the questioning process and end up finding more questions.

I think the reason why I question 954 is not just because I'm unsure if I'm the most introverted tritype, but like I don't have a lot of confidence in my own knowledge, so I tend to ask a lot of people. It's why I like PDB so much. I can feel more sure about what I think is the type of each member

This tritype has many self-confidence problems. They may often feel as though they need help from others, but that they are unable to get it. They fight between needing others and striving for seclusion.

 SHUT UPPP

 

But the thing is, yeah those are my insecurities, but like, at the same time, I'm kinda in a negative place right now? So like, I may not always be like this. Most of the time I'm just like. Woooo. Go with the flow. Ignore what everything is happening. A more relaxed form.

So like

What I'm accessing

May not actually be accurate

What's Jeongin doing in "screaming memes" though kjshfhfk

Also like, sure I may be introverted, but am I the most introverted? (945) Likewise, I'm hesitant and self-doubting most of the time, but am I the most hesitant and self-doubting? Those kind of thoughts prevent me from coming to a decision. I've always thought of myself as neutral on the scale. As neutral to most scales. 

Okay you know what, I'm done with this. So now, I have two options. And I still have come to no conclusions. So yeah, jokes on you, Beom.